Thursday, July 23, 2009 { 5:52 PM }

blogger is weird. is the server down or?

got scolded by a particular teacher in school. although it was not aimed at me, i still feel lousy over it.

and met someone after school..and i might get ****. suddenly afraid of dying...

somemore, once i got home, there is family problems bothering me. it is seriously fustrating me. shall not say much about it

why do the problems come altogether? cant god give me a smooth life without any problems? i cant even study properly, be it in class or at home.

sitting at the back doesnt help and the noise generated also made concentrating difficult. i just wanna say if u dun wanna study, dun disrupt the lesson. there are people around you who is interested in studying and is trying hard to absorb what the teacher is teaching.

i hope all of you can seriously wake up.. O levels is coming. can all of u stop being so laid back? teachers are already giving up..so dont make them lose all their hope on us ok?

wanting to study but lazy to do it is seriously a bad feeling. how can i get back my good results? where had all that gone to? the motivation to study and doing well.

are my targets too high? or is it that i am not working hard enough? i don't want to be a failure in life...