Tuesday, September 22, 2009 { 9:42 PM }

NIGHTMARE

Got chased by Malay boy, and this is the first time that someone is following me. Saw him walking around my neighbourhood for quite some time already. And the thing that i cannot figure out is his age. He had been wearing the SAME uniform( white shirt and light blue pants) since i was in primary school. And I think he is trying to create a fashion style? He wore high waist pants! -.-

Being chased by a male is already scary enough. To top it off, there is no one near me and that guy is not normal.

You may think it is funny BUT if you are the one experiencing it, you will not find it funny at all. I have no idea why i felt so afraid at the moment and the only thing i could do is to run. Perhaps of the adrenaline rush? But the lucky thing was i ran fast enough and was at a crowded place in less than 3 minutes. Thank goodness man, if not i wont be even blogging here.

Not v.sure if i am suspicious or something, but i really sensed something's amiss this morning. Perhaps it is sixth sense?

Thinking of it now, it seems very cowardly. Running away is the most sensible thing to do cos it is an instinctive response and the best response especially if you have no weapon or dunno any self defense.

i shouldnt be using my laptop when o lvl is 34 days away. should be concentrating on my studies. why cant i see the results when i put in the effort? perhaps, i didnt work hard enough. or perhaps, i am just dumb =(

Saturday, September 19, 2009 { 10:42 PM }

deleted the previous post.

i feel so much better now. shall not continue dwelling on it. i cant really interfere since i cant really solve the problem cos the problem lies in their character. is $ really that impt?

i spent the whole of ytd using the computer and today was spend reading and using com. only did a e maths paper 2

this proves that studying at home is really not productive. or perhaps i am trying to find an excuse for myself? time is running out..people jiayou! last lap already!

Friday, September 18, 2009 { 6:41 PM }

today was quite an unlucky day for me

mdm anantha was not here today. have to wait 7 more days for ss paper. i am anxious about my results! spent the 2 periods doing e maths and bio.

prelim just ended but we were given a lot of papers to do just because we have an extra day of 'holiday'. 3 days is called a long weekend?

English was quite boring today. doing grammar and compre for 2 periods.

didnt see much today and did quite a lot of exercise by climbing stairs. first to fourth to third to first blabla..u get what i mean

bio took back mcq. missed an A1 just because i changed 1 of my answer. hope my paper 2 wont pull down my marks...

geo was spent day dreaming and doing the geo elective questions. was released late and it was pouring! lol and mrs ****** said WTH. but could understand cos she needs to raise her voice because of the rain and loud conversations made by some of us

i passed by 5 smokers and people who were burning something cos it's the end of 7th month. tried holding my breath but i still think i inhaled lots of second hand smoke. hate smokers. if they want to smoke, they should do it in an enclosed room so that they can breathe in more smoke that they exhaled and from other smokers. one guy was puffing out his smoke on purpose at me. dont understand what is so nice about smoking. it damages your health and makes u look like a freak. yellow teeth,smelly breath,smelly odour and everything.

i think the rain has something against me. it will always rain when i dont bring an umbrella. every time i bring then nvr rain. ended up getting drenched and scolded by my mum

i am so sick of the threatenings.

i really think that i should have some self control and refrain from using the computer until the end of o levels. easier said than done though =(

restaurant city..level 15 going 16 in perhaps a few minutes. i dunno why i am addicted to it. the game is rather boring but i just want to level up. this sounds contradicting...

38 more days.

Thursday, September 17, 2009 { 4:43 PM }

hate science practical to the max.

was almost late and arrived at 7.35 in the AVA room. they said that we cant talk along the way to the lab but seriously, who will keep their mouth shut throughout?

physics was ok and i think we did it before. but for the questions not that sure though.

chem was difficult! there were many tests to conduct and imagine being inside the lab for an hour without fan, switching on the bunsen burner, conducting experiments, wearing goggles. some more all the windows in the lab were closed! curtains drawn too. super hot. hope it will rain on the day of o level science practical. cos the heat it seriously unbearable. but i released toxic from the body cos lots of sweat were produced -.-

and i got one of the salt wrong. second salt i only wrote copper, so not sure correct or not. and i think i touch a lot of chemicals today. lucky my hand never corrode...my concentration is also wrong...most people got 1+ but i got 2.32

and the frustrating thing is that my lighter didn't work. raised my hand and waited for like 5 minutes before mrs annand passed me 1. then after that maybelline's lighter spoil. 2 also cant use. she borrowed mine and we ended up sharing.

next thing is glass rod missing. asked mrs yeo to pass 1 to me and she cant hear me. repeated for 3 times. am i that soft? perhaps i am right at the back of the laboratory..

then waited in library for 4 hours. didnt go to the toilet cos i am afraid to ask and dun like ppl escorting me.. like criminal. mas selamat..LOL

it wasnt a very smooth one. made some mistakes but i am glad it is over. PRELIMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!

o levels is in ** days. haha you should know it yourself. i will not ruin your mood. but i posted it ---> (twitter) and also facebook. this serves as a reminder for all of us! FIGHTING! but i am not going to touch my books today. i sound like i am contradicting myself -.-

bad news: chinese compo need to be handed up tomorrow i think
i completed half of it but i think i lost my compo. my room is in a big mess due to the exams. need to go pack it later

p/s dun try taking a long nap in the afternoon. i took a 3 hours nap and i suffered insomnia. laid on bed for 3 hours before i fell asleep at 2.30am. slept for 4 hours only.
the result: v.slow reaction and lethargy.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 { 9:30 PM }

i had already slacked for 8 hours and 30 minutes! they shouldnt put the science practical as the last 'paper'. i am totally in play mood. now

had a 3 hours nap and i doubt i will fall asleep tonight. haven even start revising cos i dun really know how to revise for practical. hope i wont see the numbers or colours wrongly tomorrow!

and i think i might die of poisoning soon. keep smelling german gas. 1 hour more than 5? i really think i should wear a mask....and anyway,if u are wondering, it is not mine!!!

people jiayous! o levels in 40 days!

Fighting! or isit hwait-ing? lol..i think both oso can use. korean slang =)

Saturday, September 12, 2009 { 11:55 PM }

i just typed a whole chunk of stuff just now and it got deleted! =(

i really think that i am a full time mugger. have been going to the library or tuition from mon-sat. and i am going again tomorrow! hope that my hard work will pay off. i do not want to regret again. can say that i am done with geo,bio,phy,chem and a maths.

will do history and practise more for other subjects tomorrow.

i didnt get my doraemon toy cos it is sold out! see, so many people like doraemon! =)

Friday, September 11, 2009 { 3:13 PM }

i am blogging in the library now.

have been studying geo and his from 10am till now. and the time is 3.14
i am super bored=(
i didnt even go out during this september holidays to shop or enjoy....

Wednesday, September 09, 2009 { 8:35 PM }

nice date today! 09/09/09 too bad i missed the time 09.09.09 to blog

nothing special happened today. went to tuition, came back home and used com -.-

trip tomorrow cancelled! i am going tuition and to the library instead.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009 { 7:45 PM }

went to the library again. but not at 10am in the morning. only studied for three hours.

went to ntuc to by maggie mee and shampoo. then bought a doraemon fan from more than words!


and i swear i am going to eat happy meal tomorrow to get that doraemon toy.

Monday, September 07, 2009 { 10:41 PM }

went to the library. as usual, there were a huge stream of crowd outisde the library. all kisu singaporeans who wants to snatch seats/power supply as long as the door open

i was one of them -.-

stayed till for 8 hours. till about 600. i only studied physics for 1 or 2 hours. the rest of the time was spent walking to the toilet, blowing my nose and re-reading twilight. and i am done with reading in half a day!

i am going to the library again tml. it's freezing inside even though i wore my jacket. hope i won't have flu again tml

will most probably bring my laptop to charge.

jiayous for prelim people! 6 more papers and 1 more practical

sorry to remind you but there is only 49 days to O levels. fighting!

super fustrated right now. got scolded by my parents just because i asked them whether i can change the date for the 7 day hokkaido trip. cos wan ting they all decided to go to prom.

they told me that i can only choose 1. 1 is a once in a lifetime thing while the other cos more than a thousand. can't i be greedy and go to both?

Friday, September 04, 2009 { 6:44 PM }

the september holidays are here! 10 days!
but the holiday will be spent on mugging for prelims =(

ss paper seq part was ok..i studied for that 3 chapters and it came out! but my SBQ is v.badly done. i dun understand the picture at all..

lots of questions dunno how to do for e maths paper 2..paper 1 quite ok.

english paper 1 and 2 ok..just that i am afraid my compo on happiness is out of point. and there is no points for summary! i got got like 10?

higher chinese paper 1 was okay..but paper 2 compre question quite difficult..those chim and philosophy kind..

pure geog paper 1 should be ok..

a maths paper 2 quite difficult. cos 30marks i dunno how to do. hope i can pass

bio..actually it is quite an easy paper. but i didnt study for reproduction in plants and it came out as an 8m essay question. and i crapped for that question.

i think this is my worst exam ever. just dont have that sense of urgency to study. i hope the results wont be too bad. must tart studying now to prevent the same thing from happening in O levels. not really confident in any papers.

after bio paper was briefing which took super long =(

went to eat kfc with wan ting, qian ru, yi xuan and wei ting. ate ultimate value box =)