Sunday, June 28, 2009 { 3:13 PM }

sorry to the 3 for not turning up on thurs for land's ROD..something happened on that day..and i had swollen eyes and flu..so it might not be that appropriate for me to go out. shall not elaborate on that. think everything is fine now. quarrels between a couple are inevitable right?

spent the other 3 days slacking...

i seem to be always running away from my studies. i tried to force myself to study but i just cant find the motivation to do so. i have already been like this for 1 and a half year. i really hope that i can put a stop to this. no one can help us. only i can help myself. giving up something isnt easy, but i am trying.

no more regrets, empty promises to myself or whatsoever. i should stop deceiving myself that i can get good results if i worked hard enough. but the truth is i did not really put in my 100% effort. what's the point of saying IF? we can say anything we want. we must make the IF a reality.

and the death of Michael Jackson were all over the headlines and everywhere. this just shows how fragile life is. rest in peace...

we should learn to treasure the people around us before they are gone forever. crying over spilt milk doesn't help.

i will only update when i feel a sudden urge to update. this are the 2 choices that i have
1. ignore the presence of the computer so that i will not have a urge to use it
2. cut down usage to less than 1 hour when i use ( this is quite impossible for me)