Thursday, March 26, 2009 { 5:41 PM }

been one and a half months since i last update this blog..been neglecting it cos sec 4 life is seriously very busy..remedials till 330 and still have to go for CCA or tuition..and dont have a lot of things to blog about...and the tagboard has been rotting..dont think that anyone will come and read anyway..

went to jubilee just now to buy bio tys but dont have!! second time already..confided in lao jas in a lot of things..i have been talking so much until i got a sore throat!! and i used up 5 packets of tissue today..thanks to wai yen and chin ying for the tissue and also a unknown person..and thanks to jun wen and lixin for helping me ask around for it..

s big thank you to lao jas for giving me all the advices and lending a listening ear..i really appreciate it.. should not take things for granted since i have such nice friends around me =)

the only knot in my mind is that i dunno why i must change myself to suit other people and why some of them are not serious and harbours a dont care, dont bother attitude..i really dislike this kind of attitude..but what can i do about it?

i will try to change so that i will be less miserable..the environment might be unfavourable but i think that changes is the only solution to this problem.. just hope that people will be able to accept and understand me..i dont ask for a lot

AND i just dont know what i did to evoke just a reaction from you.. you really changed a lot..we no longer have common topics and you even said that 'she is not my friend'..it might not bother you but it really hurt me a lot..i might not show it but i am really very miserable inside..

when confiding to wan ting they all, i broke down in their class but i dont even think you notice/ care about it..am i just a pest or litter lying around who doesnt deserve any care and concern? people might think that i am fake but i am not therefore i will not feel guilty or whatsoever..

that is just my own way of showing concern to others..if u dun like it, fine, just move away..why do u have to make such hurtful comments?

and i really dislike sarcastic people and those who dont care about their studies..

to achieve good results, one must put in hard work for it.. you cant expect it to just drop from the sky..

the things i do might be ridiculous to you but i am not mad..nobody likes to be left out so always think through your actions as you might hurt someone unknowingly..

why is it so difficult for me to blend into the crowd? isit because of my mentality?
i seriously dunno

am i that detestable?

ok finally managed to vent out everything..blogging really helps..i know this might be a great change in emotion and topic but..this is my way of blogging...

世上无难事，只怕有心人

some overdued pictures
CIP, drama, family day, art fest

the pink dolphin is so chio!

and we won 2 champions in art fest!! video and photo category