Monday, July 30, 2007 { 9:59 PM }

came to blog..after 7 days..ya..i m busy..

okay..saturday was the big day CAC..yet..i m the one who messed everything up..me..it's all becos of me that the grp did not get 2nd runner up..me can..and so all our hard work gone down the drain..and it'all thx to me..i m like feeling so guilty..i was tokin like at such a great speed that i dunno wat i m tokin abt

then the answers to the judges question were irrelevant and not clear..to conclude..i m a LAN presenter..i will gt tensed up easily..failure man

haiz..so disappointed..is like our sch is the hosting sch and yet..we win nth..

gt the first aid competition coming up next..the sec 3 are participating.hope they can win something..i wan amk de red cross to be famous..i dun wan to be the sch that doesnt receive any awards..i wan to win awards..to bring glory for the unit..but can we do that? or the effort that we put in is not enough?

okay..today was the day of AOP..i really have nth to say..i dunno wat my strengths are..can u peeps point out wat my strengths are and make me feel like i m living for something?

i really put in a lot of effort in doign the proposal..both me and chongxi..we spent more than 1 whole day to do it..and yet the quality was not dere..

am i dat shi bai?haiz..i really dunno..and some ppl have been backstabbing us and made us realise the cruel truth..we have been too simple-minded..the world is getting more and more complicated.

and i committed a grave mistake..i left the notes that i have written for the change for the proposal and i m so careless that i left it in the room..now our proposal will not be up to standard again..haiz..can i get it back? please! it will really help us change all the things that u had pointed out to us..

we know that u all have been really nice to us..i tink we are jsut not that capable of doing..

how can i change? changes is the only constant to life but wat can i do? am i really dat bad?