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Sunday, April 15, 2007
{ 5:02 AM }
yesterday is the last training with the madms.its rather a tiring training..had changing parade and did some punishments like pumpings and jumping jacks.they said that they were disappointed cos we always promise to change but in the end we did not.its not so easy to change okay..if we do foot drills without any mistakes, we are robots okay..not human..humans have emotions..that's why my seniors cried ytd..jiay0us..i think the madms did all that to spite you..and let u to become stronger..so that u can be good leaders.you all can do it de..and bring red cross to greater heights..have faith in yourself..reached home at 8 pm..and my mum keep threatening me dat she will write a letter of complaint..cos she said she never heard of other ppl who had cca till so late..i explained and she won't listen..she always like to threaten ppl lor..then accused me..say i every time go cca is actually going out with friends. i was slogging my life for the training..till my pe shirt stink like hell lor..and she accused me..without any evidence..i dunno why i react till so strongly. i shut the door and shouted at her which i cant remember now.she said her friends always see me..examples... like in the bus or in the shopping centre..wear v.short de shorts and toking and laughing with my fren..HELLO..i don't have any impression of that lor..how can it be me? and the last time i went to shop is last sat..with the madms,seniors and the sec 2..and i told her mum liao..i hate her fren la..she have cock eye or what? i have no privacy lor..go anywhere oso gt spies..later never talk to her..but after dat forgave her...cos i wont stay angry for long..and she helped to wash my clothes and stuff..and give me $$ etc..some parents are hurting their child..their way of concern is wrong..and i don't think they should cane their children la..caning doesnt help..it just gave the child scars that will stay forever..we are all having such a tough sec 2 life..balancing the studies,cca,and the additional subjects like art and dnt which requires us to have lots of commitment..still nid prepare for the junior show thing..i really dunno how to balance all of it..i m always slacking lor..and i dint do any hw..from ytd till now..and some more i still slept till 11 today..cos of the ache in my hands and muscles..after being in the small drizzle ytd..my cough didnt worsen..surprisingly..and i passed my health law!! an additional badge..woohoo! but v.ma fan..cos gt additional badge to pin on my red cross uniform..i know this is rather an emotional post but i nid to vent my frustrations online.gtg liao..do hw..i must complete all my hw by today..and start to revise..otherwise i will be lagging behind..i dun wan to be the last in the class..instead i will try hard to achieve the top 10..everyone jiay0us for mid yr exam..we can do it de!!! AJA AJA AJA!! =)